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[Sunday
March 18th, 2007]
so i have not updated in years it feels like. i am srry i know i know shitty. Jess you are still my fav lj girl though. I miss Hanna and rolly a lot. but i have not even had time to breath. i just want to have time to think. I have a HUGE boy problem. like mega i hate myself fo putting myself into it too. I just don`t know what to do i wish something would happen. my little problem is getting worse the doctor said he is worried. LOVELY. my mom has a new boyfriend who she thinks she is moving in with. i hate this i like him but i hate people. i dont know. ugh i am going back to being a fucking cunt to anyone.
i did get to see 40 last night which always makes me smile. We are going to dinner tomorrow i miss my brother =[ bates pissed me off. GA and i are talking more. Jamie and i need a roommate. not for money that is not a problem but its to quite lol watching a movie bye babe
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[Thursday
January 18th, 2007]
okhay. I`m done. I`m completely fucking done with all of this. This will be the the blunt, pissed off, fucking crazy rant i`ve ever done. I `m SO sick of this childhood god knows you couldn`t GROW THE FUCK UP if you tried. Print this go to the cops FUCK I WILL MAKE THIS PUBLIC SO THEY CAN LOOK IT UP ON THEIR OWN. Because frankly you will be a lot safer if i can`t come near you. Let`s start off on a topic that seems to THRILL you Jacob Young Kraker. Also known as Coby. You know what bitch i never stole him from you. YOU NEVER HAD HIM. I can`t take someone from yuo that you never had! He still won`t admit to having sex with you after all this time! How does that feel? To have him inside of you all those times on your knees for him all those times and he still denys you. Like you are just some street whore, maybe he just see`s you for who you really are? More then likely. Now back to the beloved Kraker. Coby and i went through a lot okay that`s just something you couldn`t understand. You will never understand. I love Coby, AS A FRIEND move on from that. Coby`s been there for me more then almost anyone i have ever known, i trust him with my life. Fuck off if you have something to say about that. I`m sorry that you will never understand what its like for you to truly trust someone with such a part of you that you thought that no one should ever know. There is no crazed intensely romantic remarkable ending to coby and i`s friendship. Prob because there is no romantic relship btw coby and i anymore. Sorry to kill all of your expections darling slut bag but the last time coby and i even kissed was when we had sex and you called in the middle of it and i answered the phone and hung up on you. You called a few million time`s after that honey. but to say the least we were a bit busy. I still don`t think i am walking right after that night =] but whateva. I`m sorry that you don`t understand that a boy and girl can be FRIENDS with out having to fuck.i mean i know no guy has ever just been your friend with out trying to fuck you but i mean really come on. it can happen to other people. It`s people like you that ruin friendship`s. Stop asking people about "us" we are friends nothing more if you hear we are fucking WE AREN`T. Remember when i cared so much that you thought we were fucking and i would fight it? that`s b.c we weren`t. When i said fuck it and let you talked all the shit? I WAS GETTING IT AND DIDN`T CARE WHAT YOU SAID. Good for him you fucked him after me. That`s nice. So did a few other people hope that was nice for you. Good for you if you are fucking him now. I just hope he keeps it gloved. Now this whole you tried to kick my ass but i ran from you. Oh do tell me was that when i was holding a three year old? oooo big man on campus now huh I wish i was as hardcore as you. Now if you want to talk all of that shit you know my number. (386) 423 3732 and i know you know where i live since you drive by my house all the time. Stop by anytime darling i will make time for you any time any place no problem. Now i`m sure that you will show this to someone or someone else will show this to you, but make sure you sign in under your little blonde name to leave a comment back to this (psbtw do you know that you are not blonde? just checking)

Beth...Please don`t feel the need to sign out of your screen name to leave me a comment stay signed in this time. That and there`s no need to say you don`t know Elyse. That`s just dumb. Everyone know`s you two are friend`s but thank you for the comment`s before they were sweet!!! On a real note... i don`t care about them but frankly its rude to write comments about how i am a bad person then show up at my party a few days later acting all nice to my face. Now if you calling me two faced isn`t calling the kettle black or what
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[Saturday
January 13th, 2007]
CURSED FOR UR NEXT 5 BIRTHDAYS!

JAN.-SHUT UP & KiSS ME =)
FEB.- L0VE T0 FUCK
MAR.- I'M A LOVER!
APR.-I'M SO FUCKIN FiNE!
MAY- I'M S0 FUCKiN CUTE
JUN.- I`M A GANGSTER!!!!
JUL.- DAMN iM SEXY!!!
AUG.- I GIVE THE GOOD SEX!!
SEPT.- I'M SOO SEXY !!!!
OCT.- IM STILL IN LOVE
NOV.-SINGLE AND NOT HAPPY
DEC.- I JUST WANNA FUCK U

***Repost in 5 Min
0R HAVE BAD LUCK ON UR BIRTHDAY




So i am sitting in GA`s bed and i asked GA what month she was born. She says Aug  i laugh and read hers and then  iasked chris and who would thought hes dec? lol i thought that was funny and thought that it would be fun to post. plus i am kinda bored and they aren`t keeping me unbored  
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[Tuesday
January 2nd, 2007]
Two weeks party at my house EVERYONE is invited. i think ilove myself to much. i can`t get over how this is going to own =]
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[Thursday
December 28th, 2006]
 Despite what we think, life doesn't let us choose our own paths. You can tell yourself that you'll graduate high school, major in journalism, become a broadcast journalist, and even marry that hunky hunky boyfriend of yours, but there are things you can't plan, no matter how much you want to. You can't plan on your parents dying, or your best friend moving across the world. You can't plan on catching your boyfriend cheating on you--or the pain that any of these things might cause, because you are not superhuman. You can't change your past, future, or present, or turn back time. Contrary to everything you think you know, or that you've heard about the world, we're all so full of naivety that we lead ourselves to believe that we've really grown up since we were five, but that naivety is the one thing that prevents us from preparing for the worst day of our lives--no matter what it might be. We're not grown up, really, we just get better at pretending to be. If you think that blind faith in God, or your parents, or even your own judgement--or lack thereof--will lead you through life unscathed, then you're even worse off than most. That naivety is everything we try to shed when we grow, along with our childhood fantasies of becoming princesses of Fantasia or sky pirates in the year 2057; that naivety is humankind's downfall.
   
And so I fell.





ilove her [DL] shes amazing....
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Dear Anonymous comment hooker. [Monday
December 25th, 2006]
disengagedheartx (7:03:44 PM): to clears matters up when you get a chance will you please leave a comment on my lj it say "i" for all it matters thank you

Auto Response from Miiss Jenkiins (7:03:45 PM): away away away
Miiss Jenkiins returned at 7:40:21 PM.
Miiss Jenkiins (7:40:57 PM): what?
disengagedheartx (7:41:31 PM): can you write a comment to my lj
Miiss Jenkiins (7:41:44 PM): so you can prove those comments aren`t me?
disengagedheartx (7:41:53 PM): yup
Miiss Jenkiins (7:42:33 PM): sorry.. but i don`t need to prove they are or are not me.. i know they aren`t.. i know who they are.. and i do not need to prove to you.. of all people that they aren`t.
disengagedheartx (7:42:55 PM): you know who they are?
disengagedheartx (7:42:59 PM): yet they said they don`t know you
Miiss Jenkiins (7:43:17 PM): it doesn`t matter..
disengagedheartx (7:43:42 PM): so what was the deal elyse you don`t start drama and i don`t go to seans wifey
Miiss Jenkiins (7:43:56 PM): i didn`t ask them to
Miiss Jenkiins (7:44:03 PM): i didn`t know about the comments till the next day
disengagedheartx (7:44:06 PM): did you show them my lj link?
Miiss Jenkiins (7:44:19 PM): no i did not.. they told me at the same time as you did
disengagedheartx (7:44:30 PM): told you what?
Miiss Jenkiins (7:44:38 PM): that you put the convo up
disengagedheartx (7:44:42 PM): i never told you
Miiss Jenkiins (7:44:50 PM): yes you did
disengagedheartx (7:44:54 PM): no you told me
Miiss Jenkiins (7:45:01 PM): told you what
disengagedheartx (7:45:03 PM): i put it up as private
disengagedheartx (7:45:06 PM): and i forgot one
disengagedheartx (7:45:17 PM): and you told me how cool i was to post them
Miiss Jenkiins (7:45:29 PM): sarah you told me to look at your livejournal
disengagedheartx (7:45:43 PM): no isaid i will post what you need to see in my lj
disengagedheartx (7:45:49 PM): that wasn`t it
Miiss Jenkiins (7:46:04 PM): well that`s what i saw. was the one post
disengagedheartx (7:46:53 PM): Well this shall be posted
disengagedheartx (7:47:03 PM): since they don`t know you i wanna clear that up
Miiss Jenkiins (7:47:15 PM): why do you care
disengagedheartx (7:47:16 PM): maybe you two can do lunch or something
Miiss Jenkiins (7:47:18 PM): like honestly
Miiss Jenkiins (7:47:25 PM): give it up
disengagedheartx (7:47:25 PM): i don`t but i bet seans wife will
Miiss Jenkiins (7:47:36 PM): so now you are telling her once again
disengagedheartx (7:47:41 PM): i told you
disengagedheartx (7:47:44 PM): you being drama
disengagedheartx (7:47:48 PM): bring*
Miiss Jenkiins (7:47:58 PM): i had nothing to fucking do with it sarah
disengagedheartx (7:47:58 PM): and i take my happy ass up to dillards
Miiss Jenkiins (7:48:31 PM): i didn`t know about the comments till the next day
Miiss Jenkiins (7:48:35 PM): i had nothing to do with it
disengagedheartx (7:48:53 PM): who is it
Miiss Jenkiins (7:49:05 PM): if they want to tell you then they will
disengagedheartx (7:49:16 PM): well i will have a talk with seans wife
disengagedheartx (7:49:19 PM): and if i tell i tell
disengagedheartx (7:49:24 PM): have a nice night
Miiss Jenkiins (7:49:34 PM): night.
disengagedheartx (7:50:01 PM): it should be a nice new year full of changes =]
Miiss Jenkiins (7:50:24 PM): sarah.. i just want to tell you.. in advance
Miiss Jenkiins (7:51:14 PM): after you do this.. i`ll forgive you.. because i`m sad for you.. because you are sad and you need someone in your life to make you happy. i hope that the day you find that guy.. or person.. that everything in your life will change.. and you`ll have better things to do then this.
disengagedheartx (7:52:14 PM): Elyse your pity is not something i need. i have him in my life thank you. i am happy. once you get the idea that i don`t play and i don`t want your drama then i will be completely happy
Miiss Jenkiins (7:53:08 PM): sarah you make my drama.. if you would just drop it.. i wouldn`t talk to you.. then it would all be over.
disengagedheartx (7:54:18 PM): Elyse one day
disengagedheartx (7:54:20 PM): maybe one day
disengagedheartx (7:54:30 PM): you will have a chance to not have drama
disengagedheartx (7:54:35 PM): and you will take it
Miiss Jenkiins (7:54:43 PM): 6 mths.. that`s it
disengagedheartx (7:54:44 PM): but then again
disengagedheartx (7:54:48 PM): rethinking it
disengagedheartx (7:54:50 PM): you wont
Miiss Jenkiins (7:55:14 PM): i didn`t have drama when you and coby were dating.. after you dropped everything.. and we didn`t talk.
Miiss Jenkiins (7:55:21 PM): some how when i don`t have drama.. you come back
disengagedheartx (7:55:49 PM): no drama?
disengagedheartx (7:55:58 PM): you trying to fight me while i was hold christian
disengagedheartx (7:56:05 PM): calling coby all the time
disengagedheartx (7:56:14 PM): calling him over to help put together your bed
Miiss Jenkiins (7:56:22 PM): i did not ask him in the first place
Miiss Jenkiins (7:56:31 PM): i asked james.. and james asked coby.. and coby came on his own
disengagedheartx (7:57:28 PM): fucking my boyfriend was no drama right?
disengagedheartx (7:57:36 PM): coming over to the apt was no drama right?
disengagedheartx (7:57:47 PM): calling me from dennys with delanie and sarah was no drama right?
Miiss Jenkiins (7:57:47 PM): SARAH I TOLD YOU.. i didnt know you were dating when we had sex
disengagedheartx (7:58:40 PM): look at your self elyse
disengagedheartx (7:58:55 PM): those are just the few things i can think of
disengagedheartx (7:59:01 PM): and you want to say you dropped it?
Miiss Jenkiins (7:59:31 PM): sarah.. i`m just going to stop talking to you.. don`t IM me anymore.. tell sean`s wife if you must.. but i`m not doing this anymore.
disengagedheartx (7:59:35 PM): you aren`t drama right elyse? so why go to the mall and see her?
Miiss Jenkiins (8:00:13 PM): i didn`t go to the mall to see her
Miiss Jenkiins (8:00:15 PM): so thnks
disengagedheartx (8:00:30 PM): did you talk to her?
disengagedheartx (8:00:33 PM): does he know?
Miiss Jenkiins (8:00:37 PM): i went to the mall to go christmas shopping..
Miiss Jenkiins (8:00:43 PM): no i did not talk ot her
disengagedheartx (8:00:46 PM): really
disengagedheartx (8:00:50 PM): you didnt ask her where somethign was?
Miiss Jenkiins (8:00:51 PM): and no he doesn`t know.. i haven`t talked to him
Miiss Jenkiins (8:00:56 PM): NO I DIDN`T
disengagedheartx (8:01:02 PM): aww is he to busy with his family?
Miiss Jenkiins (8:01:26 PM): he is probably doing christmas with his family.. i don`t doubt it.
disengagedheartx (8:01:35 PM): you mean with his kid?
disengagedheartx (8:01:38 PM): and his wife
disengagedheartx (8:01:42 PM): and her mother and father
Miiss Jenkiins (8:01:43 PM): i haven`t tried to talk to him.. he has things to do.
disengagedheartx (8:01:51 PM): who think of him as a son
Miiss Jenkiins (8:02:01 PM): they possibly do.
disengagedheartx (8:02:09 PM): i hope someone rails your husband
Miiss Jenkiins (8:02:12 PM): i don`t really know anything about his family
disengagedheartx (8:02:12 PM): if you ver have one
Miiss Jenkiins (8:02:21 PM): they possibly will.
Miiss Jenkiins (8:02:35 PM): if i am to get mine.. i will sarah.. it all works out
disengagedheartx (8:02:53 PM): elyse this isnt candy land
disengagedheartx (8:02:58 PM): not everything works out
Miiss Jenkiins (8:03:19 PM): thnks for acting like i don`t know the game of life sarah..
Miiss Jenkiins (8:03:35 PM): life sucks.. ohkay.. i`ve had my fair share of shitty things.
Miiss Jenkiins (8:03:38 PM): i have made mistakes
disengagedheartx (8:03:47 PM): elyse why are you so scared that wi will tell her?
Miiss Jenkiins (8:03:53 PM): and if it will make you feel better.. i am already ending things with sean
disengagedheartx (8:03:54 PM): i*
disengagedheartx (8:04:01 PM): i mean isnt that what you want?
disengagedheartx (8:04:06 PM): her to leave him so you can be with him
Miiss Jenkiins (8:04:11 PM): no.. i don`t.
Miiss Jenkiins (8:04:16 PM): i never wanted to be with sean
disengagedheartx (8:04:18 PM): i have plans
disengagedheartx (8:04:23 PM): find a new husband
disengagedheartx (8:04:24 PM): bye
Miiss Jenkiins (8:04:29 PM): later.
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[Saturday
December 23rd, 2006]
disengagedheartx (1:08:12 AM): it would suck if someone let it slip when they see her at work in the mall.... keep my name out of your little mouth =]

Auto Response from Miiss Jenkiins (1:08:17 AM):
shower. sleep. yay!!
lots to do tomorrow!
                  xO.






i`m sorry now that i know you are real. i hope you don`t find out. )=

Miiss Jenkiins returned at 1:22:50 AM.
Miiss Jenkiins (1:23:05 AM): what are you talking about

Auto Response from disengagedheartx (1:23:01 AM): party tomorrow. VIP only. i/m me for the time and place if you are on the list. PSBTW invites only get to bring two guest! sorry!
 
 
Sleeping and or cleaning.


 
 
 
 
you made me so complete dear, you`ve left me so alone here.
i left you so in love there, i left with so much hate dear.
you casued me so much choas, this world lived just fine with out us darling...
wont you beg me and tell me how to love you like anybody else would??





Miiss Jenkiins (1:23:12 AM): and go ahead sarah.. tell her.. go ahead.
Miiss Jenkiins (1:23:16 AM): get a life
Miiss Jenkiins (1:24:08 AM): who did i run my mouth to?
Miiss Jenkiins (1:24:10 AM): be for real.
disengagedheartx (1:24:34 AM): if i hear "elyse said this or elyse said that or elyse did this" and some how my name was in it i dont care if it was "by sarahs house"
disengagedheartx (1:24:48 AM): my happy ass will be on its way to the mall to find seans wife
disengagedheartx (1:24:55 AM): and let her know whats been going on
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:00 AM): go a fucking head sarah
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:05 AM): you are such a psycho
disengagedheartx (1:25:07 AM): i am???
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:12 AM): you are seriously a psycho
disengagedheartx (1:25:13 AM): miss i drive past sarahs house all the time?
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:22 AM): i really don`t
disengagedheartx (1:25:21 AM): i am the crazy one here?
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:28 AM): but that`s cool.
disengagedheartx (1:25:24 AM): ELYSE 4 PEOPLE
disengagedheartx (1:25:26 AM): 4 PEOPLE
disengagedheartx (1:25:30 AM): know where i live
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:34 AM): 4 people what?
disengagedheartx (1:25:33 AM): not b/c i told them
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:38 AM): um.. who
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:39 AM): who
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:41 AM): who
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:41 AM): whi
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:43 AM): who
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:43 AM): who
disengagedheartx (1:25:42 AM): B/C THEY HAVE DROVE BY MY HOUSE WITH YOU
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:51 AM): who
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:53 AM): who
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:53 AM): whi
disengagedheartx (1:25:51 AM): don`t worry about names
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:56 AM): i want 4 names
Miiss Jenkiins (1:25:59 AM): exactly
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:01 AM): i know 2
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:03 AM): nina and georgia
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:06 AM): and that`s all you have
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:13 AM): get a fucking life.. go tell sean`s wife
disengagedheartx (1:26:13 AM): good for you i want a lot of thing`s like you to stop being a stalker
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:30 AM): i want you to go tell sean`s wife
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:35 AM): and then you will deal with sean
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:39 AM): it won`t be my fault.
disengagedheartx (1:26:43 AM): ha what is some little boy gonna do?
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:49 AM): he`ll know georgia told you.. and
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:51 AM): little boy
disengagedheartx (1:26:51 AM): what are you gonna do drive past my house
Miiss Jenkiins (1:26:55 AM): he`s 26 and def not little.
disengagedheartx (1:26:54 AM): with you in the car
disengagedheartx (1:27:00 AM): so you can show him where i live too?
Miiss Jenkiins (1:27:16 AM): georgia is the one that wanted to know because she hated you
disengagedheartx (1:27:12 AM): and this is a question from my mother
disengagedheartx (1:27:22 AM): how is dancing with a boy the same as fucking a married man?
Miiss Jenkiins (1:27:42 AM): how is running your mouth to your mom cool
Miiss Jenkiins (1:27:49 AM): KEEP MY NAME OUT OF YOURS
Miiss Jenkiins (1:27:57 AM): you are such a fucking hypocrite.
disengagedheartx (1:27:59 AM): um my mother and i talk about everything it wasn`t running my mouth
Miiss Jenkiins (1:28:09 AM): RIIIGHT
Miiss Jenkiins (1:28:30 AM): and then why did georgia have to swear on julian not to tell me.. and she gave me the look like yah something happeneda
Miiss Jenkiins (1:28:37 AM): and let her deny because it doesn`t bother me.
Miiss Jenkiins (1:28:41 AM): i`m over this bullshit
Miiss Jenkiins (1:28:47 AM): 6 mths and i`m away from you./
Miiss Jenkiins (1:28:52 AM): you`ve made my life hell for a year
Miiss Jenkiins (1:28:55 AM): just go away
disengagedheartx (1:28:56 AM): go off yourself
disengagedheartx (1:28:57 AM): this time
disengagedheartx (1:29:00 AM): dont fail on us
Miiss Jenkiins (1:29:31 AM): you are so cool bring up my suicide attempt
disengagedheartx (1:29:31 AM): elyse unlike you
Miiss Jenkiins (1:29:35 AM): isn`t that like dead dad`s./
disengagedheartx (1:29:39 AM): i can have a friend who is a boy with out having to suck him off
Miiss Jenkiins (1:29:54 AM): YOU ARE SO FUCKING RIGHT SARAH
disengagedheartx (1:29:52 AM): um you mean the time you said shit about my dad?
disengagedheartx (1:29:55 AM): right sure just like it
Miiss Jenkiins (1:30:00 AM): that`s all i do is suck dick
disengagedheartx (1:29:56 AM): um no
disengagedheartx (1:30:08 AM): um no i heard about everything else you do =]
Miiss Jenkiins (1:30:16 AM): i never said shit about your dad.. you said shit about mine you fucking psycho
disengagedheartx (1:30:35 AM): ohhh yeah thats right b/c right after my dad i ran my mouth about yours dying
disengagedheartx (1:30:42 AM): you really need to get over this
disengagedheartx (1:30:52 AM): you are a child you are going to be 21 soon
Miiss Jenkiins (1:31:00 AM): bye
disengagedheartx (1:30:56 AM): try acting like it
disengagedheartx (1:30:59 AM): peace kid
disengagedheartx (1:31:45 AM): stop talking
disengagedheartx (1:31:48 AM): you said bye
Miiss Jenkiins (1:31:55 AM): hey real quick.. did you catch sean`s wife`s name
Miiss Jenkiins (1:32:04 AM): i just want to make sure you have it right when you meet her.
disengagedheartx (1:32:12 AM): ha don`t worry about me i got this
disengagedheartx (1:32:16 AM): you worry about your little play boy
disengagedheartx (1:32:42 AM): ooopppsss is this called a block?
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[Sunday
October 8th, 2006]
people are goign to fucking shit themselfs....
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[Wednesday
September 27th, 2006]

Man charged with murder offers no clue to motive


EDGEWATER -- Police, friends and family of Lisa Memro asked the same thing Tuesday -- why would anyone want to slash the 21-year-old's throat?

 
Memro
The New Smyrna Beach resident's accused killer, Russell Bradshaw, 20, may have confessed to the crime, but investigators said he gave no clue as to the motive of the Monday night slaying.

Police said Memro's throat was cut in the bathroom of the home Bradshaw shared with his parents in Edgewater. He then carried her body into a bedroom where Bradshaw told investigators he raped her, likely after his victim had died.

"This is a very unusual case," Edgewater police Detective Heather Brady said Tuesday morning after charging Bradshaw with first-degree premeditated murder. "(It is) bizarre. There is no motive at all and he gave no indication (of one.)"

 
Bradshaw
Bradshaw walked to the East Park Avenue police station at 9:43 p.m. Monday and told dispatchers he thought he had killed someone, Brady said.

Bradshaw also gave officers a key and permission to search the house, Brady said. He also told investigators they could find the bloody knife used in the killing in a kitchen sink.

Police found Memro's naked body in a bedroom of the single-story lakefront home at 914 Lake Ave. Bradshaw's parents were out of town, police said.

N-J | Mark I. Johnson
Edgewater Police Detective Heather Brady and a man, who said he was the boyfriend of Lisa Anne Memro, talk outside the Edgewater home where Memro's body was found.
Bradshaw told investigators he punched Memro in the back of the head and cut her throat "from ear to ear" with a kitchen knife over a bathroom tub.

The details of the crime shocked family and friends of the victim.

"I am devastated and angry," Memro's mother, Helen, said when contacted by phone Tuesday.

Helen Memro of Daytona Beach said the reality of her daughter's death still has not sunk in, but the feeling of disbelief that accompanied the early morning notification of her death has remained throughout the day.

"I am still in shock," she said.

Helen Memro said the last time she saw her daughter was earlier this month at a birthday celebration. And the spunky and independent young woman was moving forward with her life.

She said Memro was attending Daytona Beach Community College and continuing her dream of becoming an actress, a goal she pursued throughout high school.

"We use to call her Vocal Girl," Helen Memro said.

Lisa Memro lived in an Lymestone Court apartment with Keri Sachse, who said she last saw her roommate at home Monday evening.

She said Memro was doing math homework when she got a cell phone call and told Sachse she was going out.

"She said she would be back later," Sachse said.

The next she knew police called about 3 a.m. Tuesday looking for information about the slain woman.

Like Helen Memro, Sachse said she could not fathom what happened to her friend.

"I do not understand how someone could do that to her," she said.

Both women said they never heard the name Russell Bradshaw before Monday's murder. However, that was not the case with one of Memro's co-workers.

Audrey Dyer of Edgewater said Tuesday that Bradshaw was an acquaintance of Memro. He may have once even shared a residence with her. Dyer believes Bradshaw was a friend of Memro's boyfriend at the time and may have stayed at their place until the couple broke up in January.

But Dyer had no idea why Memro might have gone to Bradshaw's home about 8 p.m. Monday.

"She always wanted to help people out," she said. At one time Dyer said she even assisted Bradshaw in getting his driver's license.

"She did not deserve this at all," Dyer said, her voice breaking with emotion. "She was a sweet, beautiful girl."

Memro's boss , Kim Long, also from Edgewater, said helping others was one of her "semi-adopted" daughter's best traits.

"She would drop everything to help someone," Long said.

She said the 2004 New Smyrna Beach High School graduate had worked for her cleaning service since she was a junior at the school.

"This is so senseless," Long said.

That sentiment was echoed by Memro's boyfriend, who would only identify himself as Will. He arrived at the crime scene Tuesday morning and collapsed with grief while talking with investigators.

"This should not have happened," he said. "She was too nice a girl for this to happen."

Bradshaw's former co-workers at a New Smyrna Beach pizza restaurant were equally shocked to learn he was accused of murder.

"I would not have expected that," said Kristie Bishop, manager of Stavro's Pizza Place, where Bradshaw worked as a prep cook until about a year ago. He left to take a job at a furniture store after about five months at the restaurant, but Bishop did not know which one.

"He was a soft-tempered guy, very passive," she said.

But a check of court records showed Bradshaw had a violent side.

In a May 2005 Edgewater police report he was accused of punching a former girlfriend's car and damaging other property during a domestic disturbance. While that victim said she did not recall Bradshaw hitting her, he was charged with domestic assault and felony criminal mischief.

He was slated to go to trial on those charges on Oct. 9 after violating a pretrial agreement. He tested positive for marijuana in April, court records state.

During his first appearance on the murder charge before County Judge Shirley Green on Tuesday afternoon, Bradshaw said nothing.

Daytona Beach attorney Thomas Mott said he was representing Bradshaw and declined comment on leaving, as did a group of about eight people who sat in the courtroom.

Bradshaw is being held at the Volusia County Branch Jail without bail.

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rip lisapisa <3 [Tuesday
September 26th, 2006]

EDGEWATER — An Edgewater man turned himself in to authorities Monday night after he told police he cut a woman's throat in his parents' Lake Avenue home.

Russell Bradshaw

Edgewater Police Sgt. Dave Archieri said Russell Bradshaw came to the police station at about 9:42 p.m.

"He called dispatch and told them, 'I think I killed someone'," the sergeant said.

Officer Kevin Curran was at the West Park Avenue station when the call went out and walked outside to meet with Bradshaw, 20.

"I asked him what was going on," Curran said. "He said, 'I think I killed someone" When I asked him how he did that, he said, 'I cut her throat"

The officer said Bradshaw was very calm and matter of fact during his confession.

Bradshaw, who had bloodstains on his right thigh and left calf, then told Curran where officers could find the body and the knife.

Bradshaw gave police a key to the house at 914 Lake Avenue and consented to a search.

Once inside, officers found the dead body of Lisa Memro, 21, no address available, in one of the bedrooms of the single-story structure.

"Her throat had been cut from ear to ear," Archieri said.

He said investigators believe the crime occurred in a bathroom. Memro apparently bled to death in a bathtub before being moved to the bedroom.

Officers secured the house and got a search warrant before continuing their investigation, police said.

During interviews, Archieri said Bradshaw told investigators he and Memro were high school friends.

Archieri said Bradshaw apparently met the woman sometime Monday and she drove to the house, which Bradshaw shares with his parents, who are out of state, the sergeant said.

Archieri said Bradshaw told investigators he did not know why he killed the woman.

Bradshaw has been charged with first-degree murder.

Investigators with the State Attorney's Office homicide task force are assisting in the investigation, Archieri said.

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[Tuesday
September 26th, 2006]
So lisa was just murdered. yeah
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[Thursday
September 21st, 2006]
Most likely, you were just deleted off my lj friend `s list. If you can see an update of mine RIGHT after this one you were not deleted. Drama Happened so bitches got deleted!
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[Wednesday
September 6th, 2006]
Its like we arent even friends anymore i couldnt come to you with a problem if i tried.but i guess thats what i get... wait wtf i didnt do a fucking a thing. you are the one who fucked up our friendship! thats right im sorry i was only there when you needed me. SO FUCKING SORRY

Sleeping going with Miss Mort to get the first pictures of my Godbaby Elvis!!!
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[Thursday
August 31st, 2006]
i just thought i should point this out. i hope my ex dies.
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'Im glad you think that little of me...." [Tuesday
August 15th, 2006]
[ mood | groggy ]

Well todays wake up was a little weird. Around 8:30ish The phone is ringing i look at  the caller ID and its Cobys number.  I laugh, roll over and stuff the phone under my pilliow.  Well he keeps calling. So i answer. pissed that im awake and i know this is drama. He tells me to walk outside and  i said no. He said just do it he will be at my door. Go pissy i get up and throw something brush my teeth and walk outside. Needless to say he had my glasses for me&&you know god damn right i was a bitch. b/c im always that fucking dumb. "i thought i was going to have to punch you right in the dick" him "what why" me "i thought you were going to start drama" him "im glad you think that little of me"  SO NOTE TO SELF. no waking me up and me still trying to play nice. I need to call and tell him i am sorry It was nice of him to bring me my glasses after me being so upset over it. Which im sure wasnt the real reason why i was so upset but hey whatever. It was a good cover.  Well some idiot cough cough im sure my mom thought it took 22 hours to get to SC. when it only took us 20 to get to new york but heyyy so now we are leaving at 3 am like we wanted to. So im not all panic and i have some time to get some things done which make me happy.  okay i am going to go and work on my sb and think of what i am going to say to Coby. I mean should i say im sorry?

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[Monday
July 24th, 2006]
Doug is in the hosptial. i cant understand this. to say the least my whole life is slowlying falling apart infront of me. Jeff and Max are in the hosptial too. But thats their fault. Coby pissed me off but i was in a pissed off mood to start with so i guess i help nothing. ugh he just doesnt understand what hes doing to me at times and when im around i dont think about it and when im not i do and then i get upset. thats on top of everything else thats completely set me off this week. Thank you Amanda and this is weird but Ray for being there <3
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[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006]
Here it goes again,
Put on that deserving tone
and don't forget that this was all your fault.
It's breathing down your neck,
you know you've got to let this go.
You're such a reck and now it starts to show.
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iloveyou [Saturday
June 3rd, 2006]
I dunno i was in a weird mood all night. A lot of drama going down. At least it will be. My horoscope was completely right. I'm glad Coby and I didnt talk tonight. I would have ended bad. I really need to think about how I am going to say this to him. But Frankly, after tonight im not sure i would mind if it ended badly. "oh Mike dont tell sarah please dont" . Which I'm happy i found out, But then again not so happy.  But oh well. To bad so sad. Rather said that he called me same day and made plans with me for the next day. But jeepers creepers he is a male.  So I went to bed at 1:30 pm. Woke up at 430. Called Bates he was just getting up. My boyfriend called me he was just going to sleep. So he went to sleep. Sandra came by for a little bit i was so hype to see her. Then I went to get some stuff for bates mama with him. Went home got to see Danny!!!!!!!! Which always makes me smile a billion and three times over. He yelled at me for not calling. Asked who bates was a million times and made sure he hugged me&put his arm around me as much as he could in lot infront of bates like bates would care or something lol. then kissed my forehead and was like "my woman" and i just started laughin. We made plans : )  Then i saw there was some girl in the drivers seat and i was like "geexe you bought a girl here??" and he started laughin " you were my girl first and will be my last shes here with arron"  So they left and Bates and I went to beefs. Saw Miss Jaime<3 Sweetest thing ever.  Talked about a lot. I went home to find out that if someone calls my house again and tells my cousin (which im guessing they thought was me seeing how we sound a lot a like) That she needs to die to for what "i" made elyse go threw. So my cousin asked what was going on and i told her and she told me what a thing. Well i cant write what she said. B/c it was rather evil. Funny as peaches but still evil So Called Amanda. She was out with christina though me and her made plans. Second yet again. Nice. Talked to Coby. So then out of no wheres what so ever Kevin calls. Asks if its okay if he stops by. So i said okay.  So we started talking. Talking turned into a 3 hour deal. Jamie called. Said he misses me lol silly indians. So Kevin says hes cravin so we went to Dennys. My hubby was there! did a few sugar shots. Got Kevin to take one. ROWDY! So not only did i get Kevin to get down with it. Anthony D, Ryan J(my baby),Andrew and Conkiln(SP?) walked in the door. So i got them to get down with it. Andrew couldnt take it. So i took his I was def out of it by then. So we left Dennys. Went to the river. Went to the docks by the park. Talked alot. drifted alot lol. Went and seen his puppy and I went home. Called Billy since he called me at 5 am He was out. said he'd call me whenever he woke up and we go and get something to eat. Coby called me but i think it was for about our talk, but i wasnt here to get that i was out with Danny.  I'm still upset about Amanda but im even more upset with the way things in my life are going. I'm just going to go back to sleep till around 11 and then try to start the day over. :( 

Missing you <3
iloveyousomuch
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[Sunday
May 7th, 2006]
Thanks to the new things being said about me my journal has now been changed. Ask to be Added Thank you.
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[Wednesday
May 3rd, 2006]
Tue
Went to work. Told my boss if he pinches my cheeks one more time we will have problems. Amanada and Joanna came over. Play with some rather "big meat". HaHa I went with my brother to take care of my problem. Well for the next 3 weeks. Went home and took a nap. Woke up got upset. Got worried and called lockhart and asked him to comeover with out telling the guys. We talked he helped more then anyone has. He went home and left and the min he left Bates calls and tells me to walk outside. So we ended up going out to eat at Out Back. My "boyfriend" Jason came. While the real boyfriend worked on the car lol. Got into it with Delanie Jason was so funny " shes mad b/c little one here got her man while all she got was std's" ohhhhhhhh shit so funny. We left after lovely Jason spilled his damn beer on the table. Then got it all over me. It was SO funny. I was on the ground laughing so hard. So i went home and ended this damn bet (washed jasons car in a bathing suit) OHHH i won bitches. Came home talked to Jamie for an hour, then called Coby asked a few questions didn't get what i wanted out of the convo. I only got pissed off and upset yet again. Which i found out happens when we talk now that he knows. He said he wants to talk in person about this that hes messed up once before and doesnt want it to happen again. I dont know what the hell that means but whatever. So guess we are talking tonight? but who knows with him its not like i can wait. So either its soon or never. I hope he understands that. Call Jme back and cried to him. I'm so glad i have him<3 Toni called she found out from Britt. She helped me a lot i really miss her. She understands completely then again how couldnt she? I really dont know what i would do with out her.

Today
Well i talked to my Aunt about my problem before i talked to my mother. She talked to my brother and told hm to fuck off and mind his own. That i need to do a lot of things before istart talking to my family about it. So Thats what i Shall do. Not to add shes going to mega help me. She gave me 2grand as it is. But thats going to the car nothing else she made that clear. We Went to lunch and talked about things and went and looked at houses in the shores. I'm starting to worry i cant do this. 

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